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[10 Nov 2008|06:10pm] |
I won't hesitate no more, no more.
I cannot wait.
I'm yours...
In a side note, can I really be impressive for almost 24 hours? Should it take that long to prove I should get this job?
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[04 Nov 2008|10:34pm] |
Red.
Blue.
Who?
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| Just one taste and you want more... |
[03 Feb 2008|09:02pm] |
Livejournal? hm.
Aside from the stress of not having a place to live for next year, this has been a really great past few weeks. I like the people I have met...and the fact that I am hanging out with them.
And Riley peed on me tonight. What a cutie.
"so tell me what you're waiting for."
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| My Man. |
[07 Jul 2007|09:17pm] |
(21:13:11) Alisa: hi!
(21:13:26) the Cat: Hey there
(21:13:35) Alisa: ::wave::
(21:13:47) the Cat: ::humble bow::
(21:14:03) Alisa: ::curtsy::
(21:14:15) the Cat: ::box::
(21:14:27) Alisa: ::<33333333333333333::
(21:14:38) the Cat: ::scurry away::
(21:15:22) Alisa: ::tackle hug::
(21:15:33) the Cat: ::boxboxbox::
(21:15:44) Alisa: ::jealous rage::
(21:15:54) the Cat: ::box!::
(21:16:20) Alisa: ::almost grabs hand::
(21:16:30) the Cat: ::smirkle::
(21:16:42) Alisa: ::smooch::
(21:16:54) the Cat: :)
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[25 Apr 2007|03:07pm] |
Everything is changing....I think.
Am I ready?
Probably not.
Should I anyways?
Yes.
Will I??
.....????
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| It''s been a while. |
[06 Apr 2007|12:04pm] |
So many things change.
But what exactly am I doing?
Waiting.
For change.
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| Question. |
[25 Feb 2007|02:05am] |
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Swans- Unkle Bob |
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Is it ok to miss you?
Even if you don't miss me.
"You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again."
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| So begins the "Don't get VD on V-Day" Campaign |
[08 Feb 2007|01:58pm] |
I swear, it only looks like a failure. I didn't actually fail.
...wait. Who am I kidding?
P.S. I am in the middle of creating a Hard Rockers...in love 3. Any suggestions?
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| Let's waste time.... |
[12 Jan 2007|12:06am] |
If I lay here. If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Show me a grden that's bursting into life.
P.S. I am angry. and sad.
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| It seems... |
[03 Jan 2007|02:47pm] |
Some people are always users and some people always get used.
Are some always meant to fill a certain role?
What about people that can be both and are both?
If some one is used, is it ok for them to use some one else in return?
What kind of person uses someone? What kind of person allows it to happen?
Is it ever acceptable to use someone?
Is it accapetable to allow yourself to be used?
Is it ok for a person to use someone if they are being used right back?
Is it ok for two people to knowingly use eachother?
Is it ok?
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| Happy New Years |
[01 Jan 2007|09:41pm] |
I usually write my resolutions in my livejournal....so this year I will. I had a really good year. Lots of ups and downs, but for the most part I like the person I am and the place I am at because of this year.
I don't always make good decisions but I learned so much about the person that I am.
Could I be becoming an adult?
!. Buy a road bike and ride on fencing off days. Atleast twice a week.
@. Do the stretches I am supposed to do for my back (abs) and knees.
#. Read more.
$. Eat healthier. Less soda and candy and sugar.
%. This goal can be to flirt less in inapporpriate situations. This resolution sucks.
This is my simple list. Maybe I can keep some of these and get my implicit goal of 6 pack like abs.
We'll see.
Happy New Year and see you next year.
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| The Book of Questions |
[25 Dec 2006|02:52am] |
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Question #23: While on a trip to another city, your lover meets and spends the night with an exciting stranger. Given that they will never meet again, and that you will not otherwise learn of the incident, would you want your partner to tell you about it? If roles were reversed, would you reveal what you had done?
Answer: Upon deep contemplation, I decided I would want to be told. There is no such thing as blissful ignorance. I would deserve to know the truth, regardless of how fleeting the moment was. The lover should care enough about me and respect me enough to be the one to tell me right away. I should only find out from one person. If there is total honesty and straight forwardness, the couple can discuss what happened, forgive, try to find out why it happened, learn from the experience, and most importantly, make sure it never happened again. Honesty is the only way a relationship can grow stronger from something like that. People make mistakes and can be forgiven. Strength and growth can increase in the most adverse situations. Tacky catchphrase: Love can make anything work.
In the reverse, of course I would tell. I would not want to live that lie and suffer in silence. I would want him to know the kind of person I am, the person they were with. If the person thought what I did was terrible enough to leave me, then I deserve to suffer the consequences of my actions. If they still wanted me, at least we would all know the truth. We could build stronger trust. It takes more courage to tell the truth than to hide your mistakes or run from them. I would want him to know that every second I regretted my decision and how it affected our relationship and him personally. If this was something that I did, I would want to be there for the person I hurt. Strength and honesty are more respectable than cowardice, even from the person who showed great momentary weakness. How someone handles themselves after they make a mistake is more important than their actions during the mistake.
Steps of soapbox. Removes thinking cap.
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| Love. |
[25 Dec 2006|02:30am] |
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They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
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| At work.... |
[16 Nov 2006|11:50am] |
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I am so bored at work these days, I think I might put my time to good use and start writing here.
Yesturday was a down day. For no reason. I am completely un-motivated to do anything that takes effort. And lately I am finding myself taking little naps in the middle of studying. It is a good thing this is a relatively easy week.
I am contemplating attending a fencing tournament this weekend but I really don't want to go. Should my feeling of obligation outweigh my actual desire? I have been trying to move away from doing the things I think I should over the things that I want. But every time it is a tough call.
Right now, I am just looking forward to the nothingness of Chistmas Break where all I have to do is what I want to do.
In the end, what will win?
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[23 Oct 2006|11:28am] |
Can I lay in your bed all day?
If I promise to be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake?
My make up won't smudge your pillowcase.
I'll never be the same.
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| OMG! |
[24 Sep 2006|12:44pm] |
i just bought the Sister Act Soundtrack. I am in love. What an amazing movie. Too bad I only own it on VHS. That is sooo 80's.
P.S. I get to see my Chelsea today!!!
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[07 Sep 2006|04:13pm] |
Si here I am in the new Library West. I have to tell you, I never thought libraries could be so sexy. The computers are hot and fast. I have to try not to drool on the keyboards. Too bad they will have to replace all of them in about a year and a half. Oh the double edged sword of the speed of technology. Speaking of swords (as in weapons), I have not been to fencing practice all week. I blame the alignment of the planets (minus Pluto (R.I.P.)) and Nate's birthday.
I had such an amazing at the Goo Goo Dolls concert. And yes, J. R. is as hot in person, if not hotter. And this weekend is, you guessed it, The dressing up of hos and the spreading of that favorite disease...you know I am talking about RENT. Anyway, I should be doing homework (and I am sure you have something better to do with your time) and I have a Pepsi calling my name. Sorry Coke, you were only a staple icon of my childhood. You have not been replaced, just bought out. Oh. and another 2 months passed successfully as far as Me and Him. Is that even significant these days?
Carry on.
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| !!!!! |
[18 Aug 2006|09:55pm] |
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Tomorrow I will be in Gainesville.
Zenning it up as I move in to our new place.
I am very nervous excited.
And did I mention very zen?
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| Rhetorical Questions. |
[17 Aug 2006|02:12am] |
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I am way too emo |
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How many times will it take before I learn?
Am I really messing up that badly? When did I become so careless? Why am I continuously upsetting everyone? When did I become so not agreeable?
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| A time for sloppy firsts. |
[12 Aug 2006|09:00pm] |
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-And so a saga ends.
-My mother hung up on me today. I needed a good cry.
-My parents explicitly stated their "expectations" for me, which included grades.
-I have to figure out what to get Jacob for his birthday. This will be the first gift I am to buy for him.
-I want to be in Gainesville so much more than I want to be home.
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